Sal Godoij

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The Dreamer

As I was snoring on my pillow, oblivious of the rest

A flashing serpent’s tongue flickered in my window, silhouetted me at best

I was dreaming something about rainbows, something about sunsets

But then, my Alter Ego

Exuded through my pores, like perspiration I never sweat

Flowed out of my eyes, like tears I never shed

Came out of my ears, like words I never heard

And seized my dream

I wanted to wake up and could not

He forced my eyes shut, kept my mouth mute

Held my body immobile as if I were dead

“I am not a dream!”

Thundered my Alter Ego’s flickering serpent’s tongue

“I come from where you come.”

“I am who you are and who you will become.”

He pulled me out of bed, showed me no pity

A flash of lightning silhouetted us both

Scrambling together as under oath

Over the roofs we went, over the city

A heartbreaking symphony flooded space

And all of a sudden, like an epiphany, it was all on my face

That which avoids the eyes, although the eyes are open

That which avoids the mind, although the mind is open

That which avoids the ears, although the ears are open

And I learned about him, who is the other me, within me

And about my neighbours’ fortune, grace, disgrace, and misfortune

I was no longer I

I cast away my knowledge, fears, sins, hopes, and God as well.

Like cockroaches hiding in the night, my lies died haunted by the light

A flashing serpent’s tongue flickered in my window

Weeping in my dream, restless on my pillow, silhouetted me the gleam

A lightning whip my skin lashed, my heart scarred, my soul slashed

“Wake up now!”

Thundered my Alter Ego’s flickering serpent’s tongue

“Like the wind that propelled forward the first ships go about the Earth!”

“Free all men from their condemnation.”

“Become the lightning that their dreams flash.”

“Be the whip that their knowledge lashes.”

“And their fears, sins, hopes, and God as well.”

“Bring their truths out of the night.”

“Bring their lies out to the light.”

“Now and ever, and for the times forever.”