I Looked at Myself in a Mirror
Time played tricks on my body
My face turned into a mask
Years passed and pushed my face
Into the depth of an abyss
And it fell and fell, and fell
It went through the test of time
I looked at myself in a mirror but not to look
At the face that I remembered
No. Not the face I remembered
The face I remembered was a fantasy
A fantasy I built dream by dream
Events that never happened forever gone
Dreams dreamed, and nothing else
Dreams dreamed took my youth
Gone somewhere. I don’t know where
Somewhere, an hourglass shattered beauty
And me loving you, kissing you
Kisses like breakers licking the rocks
The wind and its enraged roaring
The fragrance of your love
And you, urging me to subdue you
Long, long now, I held your hand
Yet, my soul stopped following
Your footsteps in the burning sand
Aye, labyrinths populated my face
And I challenged myself to find two tears in the maze
The arrogance of youth tossed into space
Wrapped in whims gone, my arrogance
The weight of my soul crushed my new hopes
And my skin dried; it shed its firmness away
And became dissected in scales like a mythical fish
That forgot to swim and, instead, nestled in the rugged stone
And became salt and dry earth, and root, and rock
Somewhere, an hourglass shattered
Beauty, love, desire, all with the years gone
But in my mind, memories anchored still
One by one, like grapes in a bunch
And raised a cup and drank the wine
The wine from those grapes
And I looked at myself in a mirror but not to look
At the face that I remembered
But to look at the dregs in my cup
Dregs of memories in the labyrinths of my face.